WWJD

I have decided!

I know God has called me to human trafficking etc. But I can't help but to also trust and believe God that there is a reason why He has put many other lives (Who are not related to human trafficking) into my life. Example my cell members.

Last night, I heard Pastor Tan preached. And Boy was I convicted! I was convicted because I realize, it is not difficult to have spiritual pride, to want to be the wise and prudent. Many of us fall into the category....THAT VERY MOMENT we choose to judge another person (believer or non-believer) and BELIEVE that we are better. I have to bring myself down to the end. That I have no rights. No-uh. Not at all. I am just merely an idle person otherwise if He has not called me to the field. So I have decided. I just do all I can, plough all I can and fix my eyes only on One Thing. Or rather...One Person...Jesus. Who am I to say...this person work harder, that person work harder....on what position am I given the authority to even say anything at all?

Yes fix our eyes on heavenly things. But I want to come to a point, I am doing everything out of my overwhelming Love for Jesus. All I want is for Him to be happy, and Him to be proud of me... I just want to be of help to Him....And I shall not go ahead, but I will stay side by side....He ask me to go, I will go.

Then the next sermon, when He talks about people who are trained to be more suspicions, to train to look at a bleeding man and walk away....I felt so hit in the heart! "That is me"...I thought to myself. I was taught to not trust people, lest it is a scheme. I don't give beggar money, I don't buy tissue paper from the blind, I don't do much...because I am skeptical. And hence thats the reason why I am also skeptical when it comes to people...are you sure no intention? Are you sure your heart is pure? What's your motive?....That's sometimes how I look at people....trying to read or get a hint of any intention at all...even thought he/ she is purely no harm to me. LOL.

Now, I am not saying we should be foolishly used. But, not skeptical to an extent we hinder ourselves from doing good. So what if by giving a donation, or believing in someone again you fall into a scam or being disappointed? After all isn't that WHAT JESUS goes through? Like being disappointed again and again? Yet He said on the cross "Father Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing!"...If I want to be where Jesus is, I need to follow His foot steps! And from then on, I told God...God I am going to change.

I have encountered many who tell me again and again that they have repented, yet shortly after, still back to the same cycle. My first reaction : See I told you...not trustable. True story. Ashamed of myself? Totally. Especially after the message last night. Lol. The right response should be: My dear brother / sister trapped in the enemy's lies again...is there anything I can do? If nothing else, perhaps I should just pray... It is not that I should continue investing my energy in wrong places...but whatever my final decision is, LOVE should never be absent. Skeptics often steal the love. Because when you judge...you cannot love.

After watching this video Dream Center Promo....I was taken back. Ok. I want to BE the church without walls. That starts with the life that has been placed under me. They are there for a reason..

I shall start with a young teenager who is going through a very rough patch in life, full of identity crisis, anger, whom I have always believed I can't do much. I shall start.....by going into his life weekly. Pray that I sustain. Don't want it to be "hangat-hangat tahi ayam" kinda thing.

After all how much more time do I have before I have  a partner and have to reserve a day for him instead of doing this? LOL. Probably two more years. Yay! Do as much as I can.

So here it is: I shall call this...Loving A Life Project.

One word...WWJD ....or rather four words. What would Jesus Do?
My goal, one thing. Being more like Jesus.

Wish me all the best, readers! ^^

Be her VOICE...

We got to rise up, open our eyes up
Be her voice, be her freedom....come on, STAND UP...

"Why do you want to advocate for human trafficking?" ...someone asked me recently.
"What makes you particularly drawn to this?"
- Being a voice to the voiceless....a hope to the hopeless....the KEY to freedom

"He is no fool to give what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose" ~ Jim Elliot

Far too long human trafficking has been embedded in the darkest corner of our nation. And what's shocking, this crime is ON THE RISE. Just when we thought the battle was won when Abraham Lincoln successfully abolish slavery, we were wrong....finding ourselves surrounded by the selfish trade of men....all for the sake of money and self-fulfilling pleasures at the expense of another human being. Modern slavery.

Corruption has caused so many children, girls cross borders making Malaysia one of the biggest transition point for human trafficking. I am in this very country....I could have chose to walk away telling myself....there is nothing much I can do......OR I can choose to make a difference One step at a time....

First by being the VOICE..
Many countries in Asia are dominated by poverty. Due to lack of system, corruption, and the desperation for basic needs to be met....this crime had been made very easy in this part of the world.

The fate of the poor and less fortunate becomes worst....they became a victim....a commodity....for those who are brimming with greed. What would you do if this is not just a number, but a friend, a relative, a sibling, a child, a daughter? Someone close to you?

Many has deemed this dream impossible, idealistic...."there is only so many you can help"....someone once said to me...."how could you possibly make a difference?"
ONE Person. ONE HUMAN BEING at ONE time.

It is not about convenience, not popularity, not the thrill of being part of a noble cause....but it is because finally, I found something worth fighting for. A cause that will restore humanity to its original purpose.
Something worth living for....something worth DYING for :)
We have only ONE life to live...what would you live for?

The world often talk about human equality. Now that we see the cruelty of this world....Would we fight for equality for our fellow brothers and sisters? Abolishing modern slavery?

In my near future, I am pursuing my Masters in Clinical Psychology (hopefully pass the interview), in hope with these skills I am able to help these victims to stand up on their own two feet (if they are rescued) and to learn to trust the world which had been truly brutal to them. I am grateful to have a couple who had truly inspired me to be true to my call, be BOLD to stand up for what I believe in. David Oh and Shirley Boon ..the couple who had supported me in my quest of searching and stepping out into my destiny. Today, I am burning, wanting to make a difference for these victims. I may not know how to go about this yet, but this is my FIRST step.

We can all do something. You don't need any special skills. You can be that difference by first, creating AWARENESS on this hideous crime globally. Why is this so important? Because this very crime, could be happening right now...at your very next door.

Human trafficking is more than just an ordinary crime. It is demeaning the value of human by putting a price to every girl and child trafficked....telling the rest that they are less than human. Human trafficking act is as good as murder. The murdering of human values, human dignity, human dreams, and most importantly...HUMAN RIGHTS.

27 million slaves in this 21st century. A shocking number. Yet only 1% is rescued. Today you know this truth. What are you going to about it? 27 million....Together we can make a difference.

Let's create an awareness. YOU can be the VOICE

Embracing My Personality

Recently I have been going crazy over personality tests.

Why? Simply because I am a Psychology Freak. Yes I am. It amuses me when the tests could describe me so well....and amuses me even more when they describe my friends so accurately!

And I get to kinda find out more about others and myself as well. One of my friends told me the test kinda allow her to realize why she feels the way she feels sometimes, what frustrates her and what fuels her. Hence, she has now found the purpose and focus...and ready to embark on that!

WOW! So cool.

Nonetheless, here is mine!

This is my DISC Test Result. You can try the test here: http://www.tonyrobbins.com/ue/disc-profile.php

So, I am naturally a CI person. Which means, I am Conscientious (detailed, careful, task oriented) and Influential (talk a lot, sociable etc)....but notice that I have a very high Steadiness too (quiet, supportive, etc)

Now this is my adaptive style. I naturally want others to see that I am higher in S. But when under stress I usually revert back to my Natural style, which is High I and C

As you can see from my graph. I am inclining more to an Introvert and People side.

Now many do not believe I am an introvert. Haha. But let's see the tests of other personality test.

I particularly like this test inspired by Carl Jung, David Keirsey, and Briggs-Myers

You can take the test here: http://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test 

This is my Result: INFJ

P/S: You can click on the images to enlarge them

There are also other things that you can read on from the link. For example how INFJ is like in relationship, career, as parents, strengths, weaknesses and so forth. So it is awesome reading them!

Then, there is another test that my boss asked me to take. Its by iPersonic

Mainly for career I guess. You can try it here: http://www.ipersonic.com/career/

And my results is: Sensitive Doer

Its kinda cool knowing (well, not entirely accurate but probably 80%-90%?) who you are, what your inclination is and so forth. Not that you do not know beforehand, but FINALLY, it can be articulated. And these personality tests make me feel ...like alas, someone understands me. Hahaha!! Like I said, I love psychology. Keeps me excited! *wiggles*

Try it! You will be shock to discover who you are and what you are inclined to do. Probably help you in your future parenthood planning, things to improve, career and even who to marry (for singles)!

All the best! Toodles for now!