For the past 10 years being a Christian, going through the circumstances of being mocked, persecuted....Finally, this year, my family and most others begin to accept me as a Christian.
My God is faithful...who has seen me through many circumstance. Not only in the area of my family and friends, but also in my life.
He was faithful when I was undergoing depression, with countless suicidal plots and attempts.
He was faithful when I was dealing with my imperfection, and struggles with self-worthiness.
He was faithful when I sinned, yet He still gladly accepts me with open arms whenever I came running back.
He was faithful when I was going through trouble in my relationships.
He was faithful when I was weak and timid.
He was faithful to give me courage and strength that I needed to walk on daily.
He was faithful when I was in my lowest pit.
He held me together. There were so many things I am thankful for.
So many things I used to pray for, yet nothing happened...And I wonder if He ever heard me or cared? Today, most of them has been answered in His perfect timing, crafted plans. Major one being accepted in my very own home and being baptized....bringing my family a step closer to Him.
Ahead for me, there are still so many uncertainties, and so many things that I can truly worry about. But, I will always remind myself, He has been faithful. And nothing should ever change my confidence / faith in Him. So, I will trust, not because it is my obligation, but because His nature is constant forever. :)
Because, when I am faithless, He is STILL faithful....
