I just felt different after the three weeks holidays in hometown...
And especially after my subzone retreat. But in a very good way :) I believe.
The hazel before: Has no time for anything
The hazel now:
- Does her laundry regularly (in comparison to once in one or two weeks previously)
- Has timetable on her bedroom wall
- Studies regularly everyday
- Calls home three times a week
- Make her bed when she wakes up
- Has a tidy study table (haha :P)
- Is CRAZY about people ministry! (LOL...scary!)
- Gets frustrated about her phone bill
- Makes an effort to keep every relationship intact
- Sleeps at 12am, wakes up at 6am!!!!!!! (wow...this one i am amazed myself..healthy :P)
- Boils water to drink (haha :P)
- Did not leave her hairdryer and mirror on the floor after using
- Keeps her charger after charging :P
- Does not put her laptop on her bed, but on the study table!
However don't get me wrong. I have not become perfect...lol...This list...is what I have been TRYING to KEEP in practice for the past two weeks (and knew i had to deal with it for years but never had the momentum to keep it going :P). So far it is getting along quite well. But, at times i do struggle really hard to really manage all these as those bad habits have been following me for years now. But i really want to improve myself. I want to run my life well as i help others in managing their lives. So now as i multiply it here on this blog...i cannot escape but to hold myself accountable to the public. Haha...keep me in your prayers.
What i have yet try to do but i want to:
- regular exercising
- proper meal at proper time
- cut off total afternoon nap
- reading textbooks and not notes only
- cut down on my phone bill
- to love love love, spend time with people, and love love love...(haha..anna chuah and crystal low must have gotten the most loves then...)
- etc etc (cannot think of any now....however there are still some number of things i want to accomplish though)
I want to be a better me =) And truly, the subzone leader's retreat in Fraser's Hills really changed my life. I feel like the capacity of my love and desire to do what i need to do just grow to the next level. Its like an extra boost to go all out and be more courageous in every area of my life. Commiting each and every area of my life as a divine offering for God. And the instant we touch foot of the hill, I just feel an immediate urge to just change the way i have been. And i find this journey amazing...Because truly it blows my mind how just ONE NIGHT strongly encountering God can bring so much realization and changes in the way i see things ...it is really amazing...and especially at this point, i cannot slack.
I shall blog about how amazing the retreat has been in the next blog. The encounter with God was real and so strong that nobody came down from Fraser's Hill the same person as they went up. Right now, i think i have spent enough time online. So i shall see you all in the next blog ya?
Till then, i shall keep you people anticipating...hahha ~ :P *evil grins*
